Others

I look upon others as somebody,
somebody who's outside my realm,
somebody who doesn't bother me anymore,
who may speak a million things next to me,
and yet I fell they are just miles away.

sometimes I feel this frustration within,
a feeling where you want to push everyone away,
a feeling where you want to snap at whatever they say,
a feeling to just run away.
And then I get this feeling,
to just hold back myself,
make myself invulnerable to others,
And this is what keeps me going.

Now suddenly I have these few others,
who don't seem so distant,
I find these others close to me,
they are not like me and yet they are not unlike either,
they bring to me this aura.
I guess these are those others I was searching for,
some found me and some I hit upon.